I need help but I know that no one can help me. I need comfort but only one person can give that to me and I can't have it from her. I feel wasted. I feel completely worthless like a disposable human, ready to be thrown away. I don't know who to look to, what to do, where to go. I Can't get it out of my head and everything is constantly reminding me of what it's like to have my heart broken. All I want is for things to go back to normal and have her back in my arms. I feel like nothing I am doing has anymore meaning and the more I try to carry on the more it all hurts. She is the one true love of my life and in no way am I ready to say goodby